hmm long time didnt post liao
coz didnt have the time
very busy with vibrant blood thingy
stupid shits keep changing things at the last min n giving last min instructions
even now, on a fucknig saturday, i'm here back in sch to work while others r having the time of their lives out there

things r getting more n more disappointing to me, fr at 1st all the hype, till now, donno got wat left
was so eager when i 1st heard the plans, i knew it was gonna be a national scale project. we failed to get our dream location of suntec, a huge blow to our plans. gotta settled for cine, n even tt nearly didnt succeed becoz of some complications. nearly worked out a deal with ocean butterflies, but things didnt looked like they were gonna work out in the last min, n the deal's off. another major blow coz we lost what possibly could be our main draw at the roadshow. we decided not to take things too far ahead n chew off more than we can eat, so we settled on a few quality performances n the rest sch performances. had hopes of having celebs but tt didnt come true. even so, we r now looking destined to lose these quality performances like the street drums, the quality juz went down by another level; even the quality sch performances may be affected. n then now we have annie... the cause of our latest n biggest problems. also the reason y i'm here in sch now...
o dang! wonder if things would get any worse? coz its very bad now aredi. irritated n frustrated, i juz wanna have a good sleep now, havent been sleeping much
o god... pls gimme more time!

hmm donno y, seems like if i dont complete an entry all at once, i'll not feel like carrying on the next time though i intend to do so but the inspiration is not there...
hmm so unless i feel inspired to carry on, there's prob no part 2 to this

phew... (part 1)

got wasted last nite. didnt go chinablack as planned, went to homeground phuture. so crowded there, all becoz zouk was not up to scratch last nite. have always prefer ph over zk anywayz. saw a few ntu ppl there, including my senior and our dear oyster! dressed in a white tube top, oyster looked hot! (lucky didnt nose bleed hehe)
in the 1st half my grp was like a peninsula surrounded by boring crowd. decided to take a walk to zk c c hows the crowd like. super disappointing, went down there its even worse (wat crowd?)
halfway thru out the nite, exchanged for a vodka lime, then was taking it n walking down to zk when someone bump my hand n i drop the damn thing! but was pretty "seh" also lah, pretty wasted aredi. went out to the hotel next door to rest, then after tt went back in again! hahaha
the music in the 2nd half was better, was surprised to hear "Informer" by Snow, a song i 1st heard more than 10 yrs ago! though a remix, its sure nostalgic. n basically went crazy when "Crazy In Love" came up. my fren donno y keep commenting tt the bouncer in the dancefloor very tall, we later realise he was standing on a telephone-directory-thick platform. poor guy, stand down there, music so nice, but cannot dance, can only watch ppl dance.
speaking abt not dancing, during the 1st half, 1 section of the dancefloor was filled with ppl standing there! wtf! go dancefloor dont dance, then get lost lah, take up space only. was dancing there then this ang mo with a beer in hand, tap my shoulder ask me can i dont dance so close to him. wtf! too close u donno how to move back ah?! told him tt although not in this manner lah.


happy birthday chester! for the 17th? time!

exams completed again...
here i m feeling lost again, juz like wat it was i told u 6 months ago

going chinablack later, celebrate fren's birthday. but feeling a bit sian. like suddenly dont feel like doing. but i'll still go lah.

noticed i've changed the title of my dear bloggy?
congrats! for i no longer feel depressed as often anymore. things started looking bright since i donno when lah, but its a gradual process. maybe u look back at my past postings n perhaps u can find out when i started not to post depressing stuffs :)
have tots of a revamp quite long ago. but didnt find the time. wanted to do a major revamp after exams during hols, but felt tt i wont be able to concentrate on doing intensive revamp. so i guess i'm doing minor but gradual revamps (now u c it, now u dont)


"anything but typical", well tt's me (yup in case u didnt know!)
o nm i shall dwell on tt later on.
"life & lifestyle" - well well wats called "my blog" if there's nothing abt my life?
have u noticed tt before puker came along, all the commenters are virtually female? i am thinking of dedicating part of my blog to my erm, supporters, if i can call u tt, by posting things abt living, musings, maybe entertainment etc., u know juz like a magazine. no, rest assured my bloggy wont turn into "HerWorld Online". no i dont tink i'll allow tt to happen hahaah.
but then again, tt's provided i have enough resources n inspirations, so no promise on anything yet
i shall be posting one on "nutrition", be sure to catch it.

as a closing note, rem feedback/comments r welcome n valued. u know how: enetation comment box, tagboard msg board, icq, msn, email, mobile, face-2-face.
so many ways, so dont be shy =)

y nobody come to my blog to make any comments? feel so lonely haha

hmm hair long liao. wanted to ask u all wat should i do with my hair, cut or something else. but receive news of my IA interview which would happen on next tues, i guess i'm left with no choice but to cut le (or have i?) sianz... after exams, so soon then interview liao. donno need to prep anot. also donno how to prep, anyone got any idea?

hmm hmm hmm
me n click are planning a chalet at yr end. hmm had this idea since last yr. planned to have MY birthday party there but since i'm going for ia next sem, tink prob cannot, many ppl also ia, not free to party ba? n no time to prep also. anywayz think the chalet have lah, but got party anot is yet to be seen.
then aiyo my frens not coming to terms man, buey song each other. 2 in aus, 1 in sg, so far away also cannot c eye to eye with each other, aiyo. all becoz of a busy day n a bad email.
sg one ask me to play middle man, hmm donno c how.

gonna be so busy aredi so soon. so soon leh, mon got red cross thingy, tues got interview. need to shift my room also
phew...

gonna take my ippt at end of june. need time to train up too.

lizzie flying off soon... tink i should be seeing her off at the airport (hehe happy?). hope i can make it tt day. better not have any meetings or wat.
gonna miss her n CY (rem to write to me if u have the time! ;)

WAITER! THERE'S A FLY IN MY SOUP!

ahh i'm so sleepy now...
tink gonna sleep soon

donno y i'm here
feeling sleepy, cant study, kept falling asleep, lay my head on the table a few times, lay back to sleep in my chair for a few times too. completed 3 tuts today without much understanding. quite good, can complete 3 tuts in 1 day, but feel tt more could have been accomplished.

o wat a stupid day..., blackout occuring in my block, disrupting my work. stupid block, every yr muz have a few times blackout one. stupid hall! speaking of hall, i'll be moving after exams. still in the same hall though, but to another room in another block. stupid block gonna undergo renovation. not keen on moving though, coz got so many things to move. my initial intention when i 1st moved in was to stay all the way till i graduate, so tt can save the trouble of moving. well i guess its inevitable this time. the block is in pretty bad shape. the pipes in the toilets look like they r gonna burst anytime; some toilet bowls r leaking, without the daily cleaning by the cleaning staffs, the toilet would be unthinkable.

had nasi lemak for supper again tonite. ordered online, juz need to go to the hall next door to get it. today's packet seemed heavier, but opened up its still the same size. juz as i was abt to eat, this small little housefly flew onto the side of the paper packet. i flicked the paper with my finger, wanting to scare it to fly away but it merely shifted, so i flicked again n alas! the dumb fly got flicked onto my spoon tt was stained with some chilli. it lay there unable to move. i guess its hurt by the acidic chilli. made me have to use my finger to take it out dang!
hmm today's nasi lemak like not as tasty leh, i wonder y...

as mentioned earlier, feeling sleepy now, so on the comp to keep awake. turning the pc on always makes me awake, i wonder y, maybe its the glaring screen (or issit some webbys tt i visit? hahaha juz kidding!)
suddenly wanna do internet banking. been having many probs with IB with ocbc, tonite tried to use dbs. alamak, cannot log in :( either login id or password is wrong. hmmm... got so many passwords n ids, get them wrong sometimes...
the problem is, its damn troublesome to reset the id n password. damn, looks like i gotta go down to the banks personally.

ohh.. time to sleep lohh...
goodnite liz!
hee :D

Scene 2


outside Wargame Centre - After I had finished my duties, I went to look for Annie. She looked uncomfortable... She was bleeding by the nose. That left me in great shock. She wiped away the blood from her nose with a piece of tissue paper. Damn! I (never) felt so worried! (I didn't expect her condition to be that bad. Despite the fact, she showed no sign of anxiousness. She was calm as though the bleeding was what she had anticipated.)

Annie was very strong. Although I had expected her to, she did not cry or show any fear. Rather, she seemed to take things in its stride, resigning her fate to destiny.

"Don't ever leave me..." she said while looking deeply into my eyes.

"I'll never leave you..."

We embraced each other. She leaned her head onto my chest. And try as she might to hide them, I felt her tears on my body...

I could feel her pain in my heart...

I assured Annie," I'll be with you forever!"...

She went to sleep in my arms...

In my heart, I knew I have really truly loved Annie after saying those words. I'm prepared to stand by those words; do everything, whatever it takes, for her, as long as she's still around.