Mine O Mine!
heard tt the g269 exam wasnt easy?
wait up! wat do i mean by heard? wasnt i supposed to have taken tt exam too?!
o yeah! i was supposed to...
but i didnt!!!
(?!?!?!)
i missed the exam coz i got the time wrong!
(!!!???)
i tot the paper was in the afternoon, happily get off my bed at 945. did some "last min (overdued u might say)" revision, n feeling comfortable, telling myself the paper shouldnt be a problem.
at close to 12, urs truly decided to check my index no. in my organiser, so tt i can rem it.
then came the shocker!
beside the index no. is the time, "930"
930???!!!
skeptical as usual, trying to believe tt i written it wrongly (not likely though)
look up on my notice board, my lesson timetable is there, the exam dates r there too
"930"
"!!!"
holy shit
rushed to sch (i ran! 1st time in 2 yrs!)
wah scenes of holland v serial drama, cynthia koh's character missing exams flashed across my mind, no i'm not like her!~
then began huffing n puffing, suddenly, scenes of my army days, clearing the SOC (standard obstable course). the route (to sch) seem so long, although i'm carrying only my sling bag, it felt like i was running with my SBO, helmet n rifle! had this picture of myself in green in my mind (not sure whether the full pack was there)

went to sme, find mujahid, o he's a waste. then find thirumany, wah he's office very big, very nice, but he wasnt of much help too. chris is next, but he wasnt in. found him after spending some time going round the campus...

i screwed myself again, rite in the ass.

OUCH!

cant figure out how could i have missed an exam. the 1st time i miss an exam in my entire life.
muz be getting old liao...

btw realise nobody post comments on my enentation comment box liao, except me
i wonder y
u r welcome to post ur comments on the entries, instead of clogging up the tagboard, not to say the 200 character limit
but if u only love tagboard, u can continue to post ur comments there, its up to u :)

SUSPECTED SECURITY BREACH

yesterday went to a fren's blogsite. after closing some pop-ups as usual, got a surprise pop-up when ms windows alerted me to something having changed my file settings or something. o damn, spend some time searching for the win XP service pack cd, downloaded a patch but cant install... bottomline: i tink it wasnt fixed.
now when i close my fucking internet explorer browser, a window of error message would pop up~damn!
n the unformatted fonts in the internet would be changed to another font, instead of the default font.

i'm not sure if all these are caused by my visit to my fren's blogsite. however, i suspect so. i suspect the culprits are those "accessories" in blogsites. some of which are so aggresive on the pop-ups adverts among other things
u get wat i mean

in view of this, i shall not be visiting your blogs for 5 days. in the meantime, advise u all to "safely" check ur own blogsite (turn on the firewall or something); remove all suspiciously-malicious and undesirable content for precaution.

the following is from an article from Elle April 2004...
"Take It from the Men -- when it comes to relationships, are men clueless or simply misunderstood?"

ELLE rounds up a list of five differences between men and women that have persisted over the years.

Men never like to talk about problems.
Women always do.

Men see "the silent treatment" as peaceful times.
Women see it as punishment.

Men relate temper tantrums to PMS and keep away.
Women relate tantrums to getting attention.

Men think flatulence is hilarious and entertaining.
Women think it's an embarrasing biological occurrence.

Men see vulnerability as riding a motocycle without a helmet.
Women see vulnerability as a big step towards sharing their innermost feelings.

i wish to be blind coz i cant c with eyes anyway
i wish to be deaf coz i cant hear with ears anyway


today is a bad day. i'm feeling depressed again. right in the morn and things werent going rite, u juz know that this may not be ur day somehow. couldnt do anything, couldnt concentrate. my mind is not with me; i donno where it went. stupid ge report that i have toruble to finish *knnbccb! ~!@#$%^&()_+|-=\`,./<>?:";'* bleep bleep beep*

feel so hopeless n helpless
so lonely n sad in this world which no nobody understands
want to end this all sometimes
want this all to end sometimes... all the time


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Car Names

"*real meaning behind it*"

AUDI: Another Ugly Deutsche Invention

BMW: Brings Me Women but Broke My Wallet

FIAT: Failure in Italian Automotive Technology

FORD: Fast Only Rolling Downhill

HYUNDAI: Hope You Understand Nothing's Drivable and Inexpensive

SAAB: Shape Appears Ass-Backwards

SUBARU: Screwed Up Beyond All Repair Usually

VOLVO: Very Odd Looking Vehicular Object

PORSCHE: Proof Of Rich Spoiled Children Having Everything

How Much Is That Doggie In The Window?

this post is related to the previous one

it's strange how things are...

when i received news tt my application for transfer to sem 1 for ia was rejected, i actually felt upset. didnt expect myself to feel this way, coz on paper, it still looks as though sem 2 is more favourable for me.

there i was, exasperated; after going through all that shit, spending much time weighing out the options, fought through a psychological war between my heart (sem1) and my mind (sem2). although the mind is more superior logically, the heart defied the odds and won the mother of all battles. even at the moment of sending the email to apply for the switch, i was pretty hesitent, wondering if my decision would be beneficial

so in the morn, woke up (had a good sleep last nite, had a sweet sweet dream hehe, which i was somehow able to control what i want to dream, neat!) decided to check email for confirmation since it was still early in the morn. to my surprise, it got rejected.

i felt upset, didnt realise what it meant to me till then. lesson learnt: when u weigh ur options, not only should u list the pros n cons, u should also ask urself:
1. how would u feel ...
2. what does it mean to u ...
3. what would happen ...

... if u ...

a. ... get option *bleep*
b. ... didnt get option *bleep*

(where *bleep* = A, B, C...)

right.


Heaven played an April Fool's joke on me today. a long story after which my application for transfer to sem 1, got approved.


(Lizzie - April's Fool...)